Thursday, February 1, 2018

Be On Your Way

The bitch is back.

I know I've been in hiatus for like half year now and you have no idea the hell I went through. Let's forget the past and move forward.

So I celebrated my birthday last week and I wasn't pleased because my friends treated me below par food. Just joking. They treated me well with food.

I wasn't pleased because I wasn't content what I have achieved so far in my life. In fact, I don't think I have any achievement.

There are so many dreams that I want to achieve it but these dreams somehow turn the tables against me. As I take the courage to pursuit my dreams, somehow, the dreams are taking a step further away from my grasp. The dreams just left me me like a little boy caught up in dreams and fantasies.

If you're reading this, you must be lost as well. Searching for the meaning that we don't even have a clue on where to begin our search.

Who are we, i wonder - just a speck of dust within the galaxy? We're just living woes if we're not careful enough in facing the road ahead.

But don't be scared. You could never change what's been and gone. Even all the stars are fading away to lead the road ahead - just try not to worry you will see your achievements some day. We are on the way.

It does not make any difference even you have someone dearly in your life. Maybe we just don't want them to worry. Or just maybe they are not aware of it. Or maybe they just don't care. Or maybe they think of you as attention whore. Some people could be those whores but for some, I believe they're lonely which they shouldn't be. They are not asking for attention or bothering with your life but they don't wish to be ignored. They are not products on the shelves. They have feelings. They need you to be their listener.

But alas, it's true, you're being emotional doesn't mean you have to drag your partner along. They can go out to have some fun. Meanwhile for you, the four-cornered wall is your best listener.

Sunday, July 23, 2017

Leave Out All The Rest

Some news are hard to swallow sometimes. You wish those news are fake news and everything would remain as used to be. 

But July 20, you and I wish this day would never come.

On this very day, we woke up with a very sad and shocking news that Chester Bennington, the lead from Linkin Park commited suicide. 

Not to say a very big fan of them but Linkin Park and Chester specifically is the voice of my pre-teen days. Chester is the voice that resonates my innocent pre-teen days. When it comes to my teenage days, Linkin Park got to be one of my fondest memories. Everyone was awed by their unique talent and remarkable lead  voice by Chester. 

Chester along with the band defines an era in my life. They defined an era in many fans' lives. With every one of those songs, with every one of those lyrics, Chester made misunderstood teenagers worldwide feel understood, validated, and seen in a way their parents, friends, or authority figures couldn't see them. 

One of my favourite songs from Linkin Park is Leave Out All The Rest. 

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

This song is like his last message to all of us before he left, so it seems. We will never resent you as you with the band had given us an exceptional entertainment. And of course, we will keep you in our memory and leave out all the rest.

Have a good rest, Chester.

Saturday, July 15, 2017

You’re Allowed To Leave

By Rania Naim

You’re allowed to leave any story you don’t find yourself in. You’re allowed to leave any story you don’t love yourself in.

You’re allowed to leave a city that has dim
med your light instead of making you shine brighter, you’re allowed to pack all your bags and start over somewhere else and you’re allowed to redefine the meaning of your life.

You’re allowed to quit the job you hate even if the world tells you not to and you’re allowed to search for something that makes you look forward to tomorrow and to the rest of your life.

You’re allowed to leave someone you love if they’re treating you poorly, you’re allowed to put yourself first if you’re settling and you’re allowed to walk away when you’ve tried over and over again but nothing has changed.

You’re allowed to let toxic friends go, you’re allowed to surround yourself with love, and people who encourage and nurture you. You’re allowed to pick the kind of energy you need in your life.

You’re allowed to forgive yourself for your biggest and smallest mistakes and you’re allowed to be kind to yourself, you’re allowed to look in the mirror and actually like the person you see.

You’re allowed to set yourself free from your own expectations.

We sometimes look at leaving as a bad thing or associate it with giving up or quitting, but sometimes leaving is the best thing you can do for yourself.

Leaving allows you to change directions, to start over, to rediscover yourself and the world. Leaving sometimes saves you from staying stuck in the wrong place with the wrong people.

Leaving opens a new door for change, growth, opportunities and redemption.

You always have the choice to leave until you find where you belong and what makes you happy.

You’re even allowed to leave the old you behind and reinvent yourself.

Thursday, June 22, 2017

Ain't No Rainbow

Have you ever felt that you were so tired and restless and just want to give up everything?

I do feel that most of the time recently. Maybe I'm tired. Or maybe I see things in my life are heading to downward spiral.

Every time I'm at the verge of giving up there are things that keep me going. I believe my parents would be very sad if I just give up. Though I could not be the son that they should be proud of but I could not afford to see them shed a tear.

And of course my partner who love me to bits. I could not stop here. I should not stop here and giving up the destined future.

Life sucks as we all know it and we all experience it. Rainbow, cupcakes and unicorn seem like out of  grasp though we have been aiming for it all through our lives. Life doesn't promise anything sweet but it gives you despair.

There's a point in our lives that bring us to our knees. We hit so hard on the concrete ground that gives us a sense of wake up call. It is telling you that things are not going right. Things are out of hands that we need to step in and take responsibility to make things right.

When life hits you down, there's only way to go and that's go up.

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Create Your Own Story with vivo V5s

vivo Malaysia recently announced the availability of the new Matte Black variant for vivo V5s, a selfie focused smartphone that will give you the perfect selfie experience you have always dreamed of.

Chief Executive Officer of vivo Malaysia, Mike Xu said:“Our strong investment in R&D, innovation and localised marketing campaigns have help the brand record positive sales in the past year. Currently, vivo holds 12 percent of the total market share and is ranked fourth in the country with a year-over-year sales growth.”

Focused on a selfie-savvy young audience, the V5 series comes packed with an unparalleled 20MP front-facing camera. The new vivo V5s boasts a new ‘Selfie Softlight’ feature that induces a natural glow on the face which lights up the picture irrespective of the lighting conditions, without straining the eyes. This feature allows users to capture perfect selfies without ending up with grainy, distorted or flooded with hard flash light pictures.

vivo V5s has received positive response from consumers which led to an increased sales growth, making the V5s a popular choice  amongst Malaysians. In conjunction with this, vivo is now offering the Perfect Selfie smartphone in a brand new color variant — vivo V5s Matte Black!

Touted with the hashtag #PerfectSelfie, the main highlight of the vivo V5s is focused on its front camera. The selfie snapper is equipped with a 20-megapixel IMX376 sensor with f/2.0 aperture and an updatedSelfie Softlight that allows users to capture their beauty in any lighting condition by creating lighting effects akin to a professional photography studio. Co-engineered with Sony, the vivo V5s offers clear, vivid and natural colors with every shot which enhances the beautification of the photo and lets users stay gorgeous in any condition.

“The V5s’s 20MP front camera provides consumers with a fabulous selfie experience, earning itself a reputation as the phone of choice for selfie enthusiasts. Every day, more than 10 million selfies around the globe are shot on the V5s”, said Country Brand Manager, Simeon Sia.

In addition, vivo V5s comes with 3 new features - buffing, whitening and skin tone and Face Beauty 6.0 to meet more specific user requirements in multiple situations. The vivo Face Beauty 6.0 has been enhanced with features tailored to an individual’s skin condition and facial features creating more radiant, authentic and beautiful selfies”.

vivo V5s also introduces a new Group Selfie feature which lets you capture all your friends without having to squeeze in or leave anyone out. This feature not only lets you shoot group selfies in portrait mode, but its panoramic landscape panning effects can be used up close too.

The rear panel of the vivo V5s carries a powerful 13-megapixel f/2.2 shooter that is supported with Phase Detection Auto Focus technology and LED Flash, letting you capture every moment in fine detail. Remarkably, the rear camera is also capable of shooting multiple frames in quick succession to create stunning 52MP Ultra HD Photos.

The vivo V5s adopts a gorgeous 5.5 inch HD resolution panel that is protected with a 2.5D curved Corning Gorilla Glass for its display while its slim body measuring 153.8x75.5x7.55mm with weight of 154 grams makes it comfortable to hold.

In order to enhance the security protection of the device, vivo has also added a fingerprint sensor on the front panel of the vivo V5s. In the blink of an eye, the vivo V5s can be instantly unlocked with just one touch!

Under the hood, the vivo V5s is powered by a power-efficient 64-bit octa-core processor that comes with a Mali-T860 MP2 GPU built for mobile gaming. For the memory options, it offers 4GB of RAM and 64GB of internal storage that can be further expanded with a microSD card of up to 256GB storage capacity. Packing a 3,000 mAh capacity battery, the vivo V5s allows you to stay connected all day long.

The vivo V5s is running the latest FunTouch OS 3.0 based on Android 6.0.1 Marshmallow operating system which further enhances the performance of the device.  

vivo V5s also features App Clone which helps you separate your professional life from your personal life. It allows you to use two accounts to log into the same social media apps. Current supported apps for the App Clone feature include WhatsApp, Line, BBM, WeChat, Zalo and Viber. This feature gives you the convenience to access multiple social media accounts without the hassle of carrying another phone.

An audiophile graded Digital Analog Converter —AK4376 is built inside the vivo V5s that marks vivo’s journey to Hi-Fi perfection. This audio chipset not only delivers unparalleled clarity of sound quality, it also offers the best performance as a compact DAC with headphone amplifier for portable audio devices. Additionally, it is also capable of reproducing the performance of original acoustic sounds with the ability in showing -100dB or better performances in all audible bands.

Connectivity wise, the vivo V5s offers dual SIM card slots that supports 4G LTE networks as well as Wi-Fi, Bluetooth, GPS, 3.5mm audio jack and etc. 

Another highlight of the month of June will be the collaboration of vivo with major telco service providers in Malaysia – Digi, Maxis and Celcom. Retailing at RM1,299, each telco service provider is offering the device at lower prices through a subscription device bundle package, or you may even get the device for free!  The vivo V5s will come in three color options:Matte Black, Gold, and Rose Gold and will be available for purchase starting from 17 June 2017. 

For more information, please visit or call 03 9222 0899 for more details.

Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Til Death Do Us Part

Taiwan has given its green light for gay marriage, so the possibility for people like us (PLU) is getting closer; especially for Asian folks.

So my partner asked me whether I wanna marry him. Well, neither yes nor no. We share the same notion that marriage is just paper and signature. 

If we devote the same amount of love to each other, there will be no difference if both of us are married or not. 

But a bimbo like me, I kinda envy when I see those wedding pictures from my friends. I want to have walk the aisle moment. I want my wedding photos to be taken on a meadows knee high.

It sounds like a fairy tale but I don't think I have that luck.

Even we have the pompous and lavish wedding, it does not guarantee an everlasting love. Regardless you are married or not, love ain't eternal. I know I sounded pessimistic here but this is the truth. People break up. People file for divorce.

I wonder simple words Til Death Do Us Part are so powerful that keep the love an eternal one. I guess the establishment of family is the vital element to put things together - to sustain the love. The establishment involves having children.

You see having children is a commitment. You will need utmost dedication, sacrifices and love to raise the children. I believe people out there will think twice to file for divorce for the sake of children. They children need a healthy environment built by two parents to grow up and to be an useful person and give back to society. I don't think people will ruin their children development and growth - though some they do.

Don't get me wrong. I don't like kids. Even I'm married somehow, I don't think I will adopt any. Well, I might be wrong - let us see how the future holds for me.

Monday, June 5, 2017

Lost In Paradise in Lost World of Tambun

Being an Ipoh-born, it was such an embarrassment  since I never been to Hot Spring at The Lost World of Tambun, Sunway Ipoh. I was really excited to make a trip there with my partner.

However, my excitement and anticipation were marred by the Lost World Hotel. 

So I had this Digi reward which they were giving 60% for the Lost World Hotel 2D1N with two complementary hot spring tickets along with breakfast for two. The rate from its website was stated RM220.

I called the hotel for the availability and double confirm for the hotel rate. The rate was correct but when I told the them that I had this Dg reward 60% off: 

Lost World Hotel: For this, it will be using published rate. 

Me: (Confused) What is published rate?

Lost World Hotel: Around RM400 plus. 

Me: So after my 60% discount will be RM200 plus am I right?

Lost World Hotel: Yes. 

Me: I thought the room rate is RM220 so after 60 % discount rate will be around RM100?

Lost World Hotel: No, we use the published rate for your reward. 

Me: So the reward not make any difference.

Lost World Hotel: Yes.

It looks like they marked up the original price to 60% - so after 60% discount it will remain the original price. So other Digi subscribers and I will not enjoy the 60 % discount. 

What a reap.

In the end, we just bought hotspring tickets at the counter.

Our first stop was the Petting Zoo since we wanted to kick off our night with something dry. Though it was named Petting Zoo but you could hardly touch any animal there except rabbits and hamsters which were quite common and you can just  walk in to any pet shop and touch it. 

To my dismay my favourite raccoons were off from petting. The feeling watching your favourite animal that was so closer but you could not touch it was simply disappointing. But overall it was alright and I like how they segregated the animals - it was like a maze in a lost ancient civilization. 

 Let the pictures narrate a bit my night at Petting Zoo, Lost World of Tambun,Ipoh.

Raccoon - you could only look but can't touch it. Sad.
The very long python - i wonder whether they captured in the wild and pet it here
Two love birds
Hi Tapir
Waiting for Christmas
What does the fox say? Among the cutest things there
Calling King Julian 
Back to the main attraction; the hot spring. But before that, we acclimatized with water at the main pool. So I had phobia with water I just splashed water there. Somehow the water got into my eyes. Somehow my eyes got infected. Somehow doctor diagnosed it as conjunctivitis. Either the water was dirty or I should have wore goggle. 

Anyhow, I liked the hot spring a lot. Apparently, the hot spring is all-natural. At temperature over 40 degree Celsius, it was a perfect place to rejuvenate, rest and relax.The conclave of attraction at Lost World Of Tambun Hot Spring includes Infinity Pool, Lost World Steam Cave, Foot Spa, Crystal Spa, Top of the World Pool, The Geyser of Tambun, Crystal Pool and many others.

Main pool - great place to wash your eyes 

The Hot Spring 

The cascade of waterfall was simply amazing - and you even could stand at where the water fall- it hit painfully on your skin

That\s all folks. Definitely will make a come back to Lost World of Tambun but definitely not the hotel.