I know I'm not young and i always use the word 'career' to escape the topic of relationship/ settle down - whatever you call it.
You think i don't want to have a relationship?
Okay, let's assume that my workload is not that much and i have a drop dead gorgeous look and seductive body - why wouldn't I commit into a relationship or even to consider people around me?
Because i'm Taylor Swift. I like to try out with guys. I like to sleep around too hahaha...joking.
You may see me as a happy go lucky person who always like to poke fun but underneath the jovial personality hides an empty soul with a broken heart.
After those sad broke ups and those heartless rejections, i don't think my heart is that open for a relationship just yet. I'm reserved and i'm scared.
Though i'm gay but it doesn't make any difference compared to a straight true man. I know i have to be tough enough to endure heartbreak and confident enough to embrace a new relationship. Maybe i don't have confidence enough to believe and hope my next relationship will work out. I don't even think that i'm fit enough to love another person coz my life revolves around me only - nothing but Alvin.
So what if i tell you this that i want to explore the opportunies to minus out apart of me and fit in another person to be my signifacant other half?
I believe i told you that i met someone but it's too early to tell. So who is this unfortunate person?
Let him be Mr X in my blog. But let me share with you,
Don't worry, i won't fall head over heels again and i know what i'm doing.If he rejects me,
And apparently, he is sad over something.I just want to tell him this (yes, i copy from some song):